It was a sad day till now, I was so easy to tired and drifted into lethargy. Every time I tried to wake up but be stucked between sleep and sober. There always has such bloodly bad infos dancing and hovering in my brain. All of those trouble must to be conquer but I have no courage to face it. I always try to get rid of those negative habits that I hated , I always try to be a successor who can face the uncertain furture with serenity. The stronger part of me push myself so brutal,It makes me frazzle and want escape off form the reality. Am I grow up ?